Isn't family supposed to be the people you go to whenever everyone else has turned their back on you?
Isn't your family supposed to make you feel loved and cherished?
Aren't they supposed to support you in your decisions and love you no matter what?
Yeah...that is what I thought.
I know I may sound like a typical young person who is angry with their family, but so much has happened in this house that every time I come here all I feel is miserable. I dealt with so much pain and misery here that stemmed from conflicts with my family that I cannot come here anymore without wanting to crawl in a hole and cry. I can easily think of ten places I could be happy and I want to just drop everything and go there. NOW.
I have no reason to feel this way. Everyone has been civil and cordial and they have told me how much they miss me and that they love me.
But I cant help but feel like I don't belong here. That I need to leave.
I've made my own life and I miss it terribly.
I just want to go home, and home...is NOT here....
